Celestial – Page 2 – Ruben Bailey

December 20, 2018

Feed Yourself Before You Go

December 20, 2018

Last night I had a dream where I am hovering over a large body of water much like a like. There are people swimming in the water splashing and having fun. The waves created are very frothy. The water is an iridescent aqua blue. I don’t know how to swim in real life very well so I think to myself this is a great opportunity to learn in a safe place. I jump in the water and start to float on my back. I seem to be mentally connected to everyone in the pool much like one mind. Some people have brought colorful rafts out on the water to lounge on. I attempt to tread water but feel myself sinking. Someone tells me to lay my head back and relax. I am able to float.

I make my way to the other end of the lake where there is a restaurant. I walk toward it as I walk closer my consciousness seems to be pulled as I am no longer walking but instead being drawn in to the establishment. I am drawn all the way to the back table where two men sit at different tables back to back. I recall thinking to myself, “Why am I being brought here?” It seems highly out of place to be in this location. I will myself closer to where the men sit. The minute I draw closer the faces of the men blur as if the dream is imposing a veil of secrecy on it.

I am then drawn to a men room where there are showers available for the men to wash off after bathing in the lake. I look for a shower but they all seem occupied. One man very large hairy man is walking down the hall. Another man behind him is giving him some kind of neck massage to stretch his back. He asks if I would like to be stretched implying much like when I was trying to float in the water to lay my head back. As if this recommendation will help me swim.

Not wanting the assistance, I walk away entering another room that looks like a dance floor with colored lights. I reminds me of the Enterprise where the beam people to other places. I wonder if I’m on a space ship. Wanting to know who these people are and where in the universe they come from I enter the space and fly along the walls. The dance floor holds shadows of people who have been teleported to distant places. There is a bar where food and drinks are served while you wait to be teleported. I approach the bar knowing I’m not from this place and they might recognize me as an outsider. The bartender is very friendly and offers me something to eat. At first I’m reluctant because I don’t know what they eat here. Looking down at the plate it looks like egg, cheese and crackers. Since it is something I recognize I eat a little bit. He tells me I can save the rest for later. This man is so nice and welcoming I take a good look at him. He looks very human but yet someone translucent his body has density but not as much as we do in real life. His hair is brown and cut very short. We both pause and look at each other. He says; “Feed yourself before you go.”

December 4, 2018

The Cosmic Egg

December 3rd, 2018

Last night’s dream was absolutely incredible. My body is being elevated. I am ascending in the universe at an incredible speed. I can see the stars all around me. I come to a point in space where a picture frame hangs in front of me. I am positioned at a 45 degree angle to the frame. The frame is metallic and in the center is a white egg shape symbol. The frame is reflective much like a mirror.

Out of the blue I decide to hold my right palm in front of the image much like swearing an oath to the object but my intention is to offer the object a blessing by sending it healing energy. The egg begins radiating an intense light. I am amazed at how beautiful the light appears in the heavens.

The light causes an elevator door to appear to the right of the frame. I notice many beings approaching from the left. I turn to look at the beings now congregating around the frame, immediately to my left. Taking a good look at them I can see they are shadows of angels because they all have wings.

The elevator door opens and a man appears in the elevator. The man has dark olive skin and wears a big head dress. His face looks larger than a typical human might look but yet he has human features. I wonder if he might be an alien or a heavenly being. I wonder if this is some kind of space ship. Why would he need an elevator? Not wanting the man to see me I take two steps back to blend in and hide among the angles present. Feeling as though I’m not quite camouflaged sufficiently behind the angels I take two steps to my right. This last move places me more in line of sight with the being in the elevator. I turn to slightly giving him my profile. I can still see his profile out of the corner of my eye. The man’s features are striking and I wonder if I am the man. I ponder the coincidence he too offers me his profile.

All of the sudden my consciousness begins to fly at an incredible speed ascending even higher traversing many levels of the stratosphere. I turn to look behind me to see what happened to the angels who were standing with me. They appear to be following in flight right behind me. I attempt to understand what is going on and wonder if I am trying to flee or if they are simply following me. I turn again to wave at the angels behind me. The wave causes a few of the angels to dissipate but they are quickly replaced by more angels.

I then find myself in a cargo bay with all the angels we are sitting around after a long flight. It feels like we are getting comfortable maybe taking off our shoes or flight gear and getting dressed into our normal day cloths. As I look around I can see their faces clearly and I think to myself, I need to remember all this because it is so incredible. Someone looks at me as if reading my mind and gives me a peace sign with two fingers. He is indicating there are two types of dreams, one which I’m familiar with and the other ….. he goes silent here even though he is not really saying anything but yet he is communicating with me. The second type are those you feel but instead of messaging me telepathically he sends me his feelings.

September 25, 2018

I Am You; We Are

September 25, 2018

Yesterday after my dinner I laid on the couch to watch TV and began to doze off. I resisted falling completely out because I had things to do so I was only allowing myself a short respite from my chores. I began to dream in 2 to 3 second snippets. Each snippet was completely different and unrelated to the previous one. I mussed over the selection of images being presented to me. In one I saw a vacuum cleaner nozzle scoop up particles off the floor. It reminded me of my mom since she cleaned houses for a living when I was young. The nozzle didn’t move but the particles it scooped up did. The dust particles moved quickly in a horizontal direction from from left to right. I remember thinking they are too precise to be random. The images seemed to have a very specific intent. In one I saw a tennis shoe stepping into the frame followed by the left foot. I focus on the ankles. There were so many of these snippets in quick succession like flash cards quickly passing through. The way they would enter and leave my field of vision seemed calculated. In some cases the scene would rotate and swipe off my minds screen like 3 dimensional computer graphics.

For a moment, there was a pause in the presentation which served to clear my mind of all thought. I suddenly peered into a dimly lit living room where a man stood in the center. Behind him was a window. I could see his entire body from about the knees up. He wore dark grey pants and a grainy blue t-shirt. I immediately recognized him as me as if I am looking at myself in a mirror but yet the scene behind him was not the scene where my physical body stood. He smiled at me as if to acknowledge the mirror image. I am the man in the mirror.

~~~~~ DREAM ENDS

I am struck by the deep sense of knowing when I see thyself. Just like when you unexpectedly step in front of a mirror you KNOW you are looking at yourself. There must be a greater part of me beyond space and time maybe its my higher self. Maybe a part of me exist in multiple dimensions.

In the moment when I saw myself. I was more taken by the feeling of recognizing self than of what I was wearing. It was only in journaling it that I caught the colors. The colors were those I’ve associated previously with OB. Blue and Grey. Why was I wearing blue and grey. Of all colors why does my consciousness choose these colors. They are not even my favorite colors. Why was there a window in the background and why was the room dimly lite. I feel everything has a message nothing is by chance. Everything has meaning.

September 21, 2018

A Blade of Rainbow Families – The Day My Mother Died

September 21, 2018

In last night’s dream, I am with a group of people at possibly a book store or news stand type store where they sell magazines, periodicals and novelties. I don’t believe I know the people in the store as it seems we are all just passing through and by circumstance we all happen to meet here. There is a large box on the floor where they have placed all the out of date items. I see several copies of the Washington Blade. Believing these are probably throw-away items and therefore free I walk over to look for the most recent edition. The first edition I pick up and open it to the cover page but it no longer has the first page. A guy dressed in all yellow says to me as if he is aware of my thoughts, “That’s not the latest edition.” So I put the copy down and reach for another one which I identify as having all it’s pages.

The second one is complete and is the latest edition of the throw-away items in the box. I proceed to open the pages and notice all the pages are cut revealing an accordion of cut out characters emerging from the pages. I close it quickly not knowing what is happening to it and try again to open it. This time I open it slowly to see what the cut out are. As the pages unfold the cut out characters become two dimensional animated cut out of people. All the cut outs are white cream color with no writing or features merely cut outs. The guy next to me who is all yellow reaches in and pulls out a spinet piano from the pages of the blade. I am amazed because I recognize the piano as the one I had when I was a kid. The yellow man begins playing testing the keys and notices a problem. It is suspected there is a ball of poop in the pages so he is wanting to work around the poop to reconstruct his piano.

With the magazine in my hands I can feel a lump withing the pages still in my left hand. I hold the “poop” tightly and walk over to examine the piano. I lift the lid of the piano to reveal it’s keys and find one of the strings is broken. I tell the yellow man that the piano is so old one would expect a string to be broken but it can be easily repaired. While I’m talking to him still holding the “poop ball” within my hand it begins to squirm in my hand. I let go releasing the tightly held pages and opening the remaining pages of the magazine open. From within the ball emerge a bunch of tiny etheric people 10 times smaller than the cut outs previously. Each one a different color of the rainbow. There are blues, yellows, reds, purple, green. They remind me of little pieces of Play Doh. Now reconstituted they are jumping and playing with each other. When groups of different colors come together they become white and grey and beige then separating again into their individual color. Rainbow colors pulse through their tiny etheric bodies.

August 24, 2018

A Return To The Hall Of Records

August 24, 2018

In last night’s dream I find myself in the Hall of Records. This place is where people come to learn about events. It’s a happy place much like an amusement part. People are eating, socializing and celebrating. People take joy in knowing truth. I’m a bit intimidated because there is so much here and I know I may stumble on information that is privileged or under seal. I initially walk through just to take note of what all is available for review. There are various rooms with different themes. You can learn a lot just by being aware of the items and the names of the articles. Once at the end I ask if I can return for a closer look at some of the items I found of particular interest to me. I would really like to sit in silence and take in the information. Too learn more about the generations who came before me.

People are now gathering with me. Although they didn’t come with me I feel they are here to surreptitiously know more about me. There is also a sense of celebration. They seem to not be forthcoming with information but instead wanting me to discover my truth. My confidence increasing and my shyness diminishing. I feel welcome to gather here with them. I don’t want to leave.

I notice a wet spot on the floor. Oh no Butters pee’d. I instantly wake up needing to pee. Happy to Butters didn’t actually pee. I rush to the bathroom to do my business and returned to bed.

July 22, 2018

First Little Girl In Space

July 22, 2018

I had an amazing dream last night. I am traveling among the stars. At the very end I thought I was laying here in bed watching an educational program on TV. The images in my head were so crystal clear and the sound on the television was so clearly audible. The program was very interesting and fascinating. The program I could tell was coming to an end. They started talking about a little girl, the first little girl to travel in space. She was taken on a shuttle mission to fix something on one of our space satellites and to the moon. I can see the shuttle on the television flying past the satellite. It is approaching a round object which at first looks fuzzy. As we get closer, I immediately recognize it as the moon but it is not the moon we are accustomed to. It is a space ship much like the Death Star in Star Wars with some major differences. There are three lines that go across the surface of the sphere horizontally similar to the Death Star. One at the top around the +60 degree longitude and two in the southern hemisphere around -15 and -45 degree longitude. The lines are obviously viewing windows with blue light emanating from them. Between the two southern lines is a circular disk similar to the Death Star except this one appears to have the ability to rotate. The disk reminds me of the face on a quarts watch. Along the general surface of the moon are randomly shaped crystals that serve as viewing portals. The shuttle approaches the moon along the northern ring. This ring forms a continuous window which tells the history of the moon from it’s inception. The line doesn’t go all the way around. I can not see where it ends but I can see where it begins. The start of the window frame has a tapered aerodynamic shape. I think to myself why don’t we board the moon because then we can look out through the windows. I feel it has been such a long time since I’ve been on the moon. I wonder if no one is on-board the moon right now.

I can see the shuttle that is carrying the little girl. It looks like one of the triangular shaped stealth planes the government uses except this one is considerably thicker. People can actually stand up in them and walk around. The shuttle flies low in the sky allows me to clearly see detail. It is apparent it is doing these maneuvers specifically for me to witness. At one point it flies in a formation that allows me to see the tops of the wings which to my surprise are not dark grey like the rest of the aircraft but instead are a translucent white that conducts pastel shades of vibrant color. It also becomes apparent that it has the capability to fly not only horizontally but vertically by raising a section of flaps on the white surface of the wings. The flaps have an L shape when raised for this configuration.

Now earlier in the dream I am with a team of people. We have the ability to move between dimensions. I am in a world where everyone is asleep going about their business. They are doing fun day to day things but they are asleep unaware of their total existence. I am on an escorted tour of this world. I break away from the tour because I want to know what they are choosing to hide from me and the rest of the world. I can deduce that I am from this world and I too have been asleep for a very long time. The minute anyone wakes up they come at you to suppress you and force you back into a sleep state. They hold the reality in place for us to believe our subspace reality.

I come back to the tour guide and tell him that I have found an access door above this room. He gives me a wink and a node and tells me to go ahead and explore it while he continues the tour for the remaining people in my party. I climb to the highest place in the room and push the ceiling panels up. The panels give way exposing other realms and other dimensions of existence. I make my way out and I am able to see the world as it really is. I have the ability to fly and do incredible things. I seem to have no limits on my power to transcend space and time and move through dimensions.

The overlords quickly discover I have breached their barriers. I use this opportunity to understand what they are trying to protect or guard against, why the do so and how I am being manipulated into believing something that is not entirely true or is not the complete truth of who I am. Its the egg becoming the chicken and coincidentally overcoming fear. At some point I must mature that time is now.

I am trying to evade the authorities. They are there to keep the peace but it is in their interest. Now that I am awake, I have an inalienable right to be a full and ascended being to travel the universe and other dimensions to discover who I am. I have learned the process and I understand I too can hide from them and slip past them. They have been so focused on us down below that they have become somewhat myopic and have lost the ability to see in 360 degree views. This description seems to fit an analogy for which there are no words. Every button that is now available to me I can push and experience. I spend a great deal of time moving back and forth between dimensions. On occasion they would find where I was and try to come at me. I discover what triggers them to notice me which is when I focus my sight on them their reality begins to fall apart I seem to have the ability to see through them. They desire form and I am trying to escape form. Yet they have the ability to take form and move out of form. They seem to have two states of form one is similar to our physical reality and one in a higher dimension and above that a pure etheric form.

This little girl had taken the space flight to fix a satellite and to see the moon. I am thinking how could this little girl fix a satellite. I see the moon and the many little portal crystals scattered all over the moon that made it look like a planet. The many crystals watch me as I fly past them like people sitting on bleachers in a stadium cheering my passage. I look back to take in it’s beautiful golden metallic color.

What an amazing dream.

July 18, 2018

Vignette of a Daddy

The humanistically oriented has an aesthetic-artistic profile

July 18, 2018

DREAM 1: I had a dream where I am rearranging my website to show images of my daddy poses. My objective is to show what daddies look like. There are three images of me as a daddy I choose to settle on for the website.

DREAM 2: I had another dream where I invite friends to celebrate. My wallet is full of money. I take a bite of my wallet as if it was a sandwich. I worry I can’t exchange the money I’ve chewed. I close my wallet and pause to think what to do about the money I’ve chewed up. I open my wallet a second time and discover the wallet is as if I had not bitten into it. My wallet has recovered and has more money in it than before so much so that the money is falling out. It is stuffed so thick it is busting at the seams. Someone beside me tries to grab at my wallet and succeeds at taking money from me. Angered by this, I attack him pointedly targeting the return of my dollars. I am successful at recovering my money. Emboldened by this I go in for another grab at his money. I am successful at getting his money in addition to my money. I recognize I am in a dream and wonder if he is playing with me or testing my reaction in the dream. How assertive am I with the things I want in life?

DREAM 3: I then had another dream. I am in a castle. I contemplate how I might remodel it desiring to change the windows on the first floor. There is a white bottle of of lotion sitting on the counter with black lettering along with a symbol that looks like a large K. I am aware of a young man who is in the castle with me. He has approached to be a potential boyfriend. I know for him to be the one he must be able to read and understand the meaning of the symbol and writing on the bottle of lotion. If he is able to understand then he is the one if he can’t then he is not.

July 9, 2018

Rainbow Braid

July 9th, 2018

Last night I find myself within a community of people. My mom is there in a wheel chair. She wants so sleep outside in her wheel chair where she can enjoy the fresh air. I’m concerned about being outside and not in her designated home but I want to do what I can do grant her her desire. I decide to secure the perimeter and do what I can to make the neighborhood a safe place. I don’t know where the courage is going to come from to police or enforce my objective. I tell people who are resistant to my idea. I am somehow forcing them to adopt my solution and submit to a secure zone. I come up with an idea to make the proposition mutually beneficial. The more I give the more I receive. I demonstrate how it works in building a better place and the small amount of effort that is magnified if everyone is moving toward a common goal by doing what we enjoy doing as long as what we do also have a benefit to a greater and shared goal we all win. After seeing the benefits for themselves they are eager to participate.

I now see the ladies in their front yards. Their beautiful golden hair is braided and the sunlight reflecting off their locks reflects pastel colors of the rainbow. I am pleasantly surprised another added benefit.

June 6, 2018

Look At Me Bobby

June 6th, 2018

I had a dream where my mom has a museum where she displays artifacts from history. The artifacts have religious or spiritual connotations. Things like tuning bowls, instruments, mandalas etc. My mom lives in the house behind the museum. Someone comes into the museum looking for her wanting to borrow my bike. The person is a cousin possibly Victor. I’m thinking I hope my mom hasn’t started lending out my things to people because these things are things I cherish and have great value and memories tied to them. I don’t seem to remember how to get to her house. He tells me they need access to the water lines. As he is leaving, I tell him, I am the son of Otilia. I then discretely follow behind him knowing if I follow him he will lead me to where my mom is or lives. I may learn more about my mom. Behind the house is a natural body of water which is very deep. The water glows orange and yellow in the light of the sun. He now has lion hair and a furr coat on. He now reminds me of my cousin Jeannette. She dives in to retrieve what they need to access the water main. When she comes out at the other end I tell her she didn’t have to jump in the water with her coat on. She then takes the coat off to dry it and now she is a man with a beautiful hairy chest. I think to myself, why would you cover that up his beautiful furry chest with a furr coat? He rushes off to get his firetruck. I am looking in the direction where he went waiting to see him return when from behind a truck and trailer approach. The truck has no sides or top. I ask him if it is legal to drive around like that. He gets off the truck and tells me this is his firetruck.

Scenes flash before me like short 3 second movie clips. Messages from these people come rushing in. In one clip, I see my son when he is young. I stop the clip because after all its my dream and I want to see my son. The dream pauses for just a moment long enough for me to get a good look.

(Click on above image it’s a 3 second clip)

In the time span of a breath I take in his image. Feeling complete I exhale allowing the dream to continue. I then see a man who looks at me. I am still coming off the intense high of seeing my son so I am not paying much attention to anything else. I feel like I have what I came for. Again he makes a facial gesture indicating he too has a message for me. I am still unable to focus. He looks directly into my eyes and says, “Look at me.” I pause long enough for me to get a good look at this man. The dream ends here as his image slowly fades from my mind. Who is this man?

~~~~ DREAM ENDS HERE

I then woke up and recorded the details of the dream. After my coffee I wanted to know who this man was. Why was it so important for me to look into his eyes. I said a prayer and walked into my library glancing slowly at the pictures on the shelves. I wanted to find a picture with someone I can look into their eyes. I then came to my Grandmothers photograph. I stared at my Grandma for a few minutes and felt complete.

I then went upstairs to start my day. The man’s face a man I’ve never seen before yet clear as day in my mind’s eye sat there not wanting to leave me. I turned on the TV to watch MSNBC. The news was having a segment honoring Robert F Kennedy. It was a long segment on his life. I am slightly annoyed because I want the regular news. What is going on with Bobby Kennedy today that they are taking so much time recounting his life. They then turned to a picture of him and OMG it was his face in my dream. It was his face exactly.

I then went online to look for pictures of him to possibly look into his eyes. Come to find out today it is the 50th anniversary of his death. He died 50 years ago at Good Samaritan Hospital in Los Angeles.

My grandmother Simona Camargo also died at Good Samaritan Hospital when I was in the 8th grade probably 1978. This is the picture I have of my Grandmother in my library. I worked at Good Samaritan as a candy stripper the summer she died. My aunt Helen also worked there as a nurse. I thought it unusual when I came to her picture how perfect it felt to looking into her eyes. I felt it must have been her. I thought maybe my grandma came to me as a man in my dream but why would she do that? Apparently there was so much more to be told. What is the coincidence that today would be the anniversary of Bobby’s death. Curious too the image I found online of bobby near the body of water is a 3 second clip much like the clips presented to me in the dream. Had he possibly been swimming there in that picture? And apparently he has a hairy chest. So many coincidences.

I know beyond a shadow of a doubt it was OB I saw before this man showed his face. Was it then OB all along showing me his firetruck? I like the picture of Bobby and the little girl. I imaging myself someday with OB. I wonder is that was his daughter. I don’t know much about Bobby Kennedy. Was OB my Grandma and Bobby all in heaven conspiring to send me messages. I think so. I am a blessed man to have a direct connection to the higher realms.

May you rest in Peace Bobby. And to my Grandma I remember you like it was yesterday. I will never forget you. Le tengo mucho amor abuelita.

May 26, 2018

à Daris: Itsay Ouryay Assyay Ownpay

May 26, 2018

After waking up in the morning and doing my usual bathroom break, I returned to bed for the precious snooze. I immediately find myself in a restaurant. We are seated at a long picnic style table which reminds me of the last supper because everyone is sitting on one side. There is a male family member seated at the other end of the table who stands up. His act of not conforming to what we are doing namely sitting to eat outrages me. In a stern tone I tell him, “Sit your ass down!” I am looking through the menu deciding what to order. I decide to order empanadas but the waiter tells me the empanadas have to be picked up from a location in Columbia which would take me a day to travel there. Curiously, I recall Columbia referenced in a previous dream but this doesn’t quite yet trigger a lucid state. I decide to order pizza instead but cannot decide on the size of the pie. The waiter shows me the square pizza boxes. They are twice as deep as you would expect them to be. He opens a 16 inch box which has a double decker wedding cake inside. It reminds me of my new Shamanic drum which I just purchased. He cuts the cake in gesture saying, “Your pizza fits inside.”

A waitress tells me the game played at the restaurant is Pig Latin. Whatever you say you must substitute the p’s for d’s. They seem to be very good at substituting the sound. They do this effortless. This frustrates me because there is always a new requirement.

I am given an envelope with seeds to occupy my time while I wait. I walk outside so as to not be required to participate in the Pig Latin game. The envelope is getting wet as the day is cloudy, drizzly and grey. The fibers in the envelope are breaking down exposing the seed to the moisture. I worry the seeds will germinate before I am able to plant them in an appropriate place. I begin walking looking for a place to plant them and discover I am in Paris. Knowing I don’t have to be anywhere until tomorrow, I decide to take advantage of the situation and walk up the Champs-Élysées toward Rue de Rivoli and the Le Marais district. I’ve been here before so I know my way around. I will find an appropriate park to plant the seeds on my walk.

The sites are so beautiful I want to take a picture. As in a dream from yesterday I don’t have a camera with me. This awareness triggers a lucid state. The walk is longer than I remember it to be so I sit down. My seat then begins to move continuing in the direction of Le Marais. Beneath my seat, I hear a pipe or muffler dragging on the ground behind me. I smile with an inner knowing, this is just a sound effect let it drag I am not worried about it. The chair is now moving at a good clip. I turn and look back taking in the sites, “That muffler doesn’t seem to be impeding my progress.”