I had a dream where I am with a group of people who I work closely with. I am complaining about the working conditions and trying to advocate for radical change. I don’t think it should matter what people wear to work. To test me and my conviction for change the women of the group begin coming to work half dressed without their underwear. They are completely naked from the waist down.
There is a part of me that wants to accept the new conditions because it means a sense of freedom I have longed for yet there is another part of me who wants to look away. How do you pretend to avoid looking at the beaver and not give away my level of discomfort? To push my limits, more of the women start to come around me flagrantly expressing their beavers. I become so uncomfortable I literally have to do my breathing exercise. Can I withstand the new terms of conditions which I am wholly responsible to advocating. Is this more than I bargained for?