Last night I had a dream where I find myself in the arms of God. He holds me in his arms as I sleep. In the dream, I wake up and realize where I am. I realize that this is where I have longed to be. I then start making baby noises, baby talk of some sort. Even though I can’t yet speak I am able to communicate with my Love. I can hear the beat of his heart and mine responding to his. I am happy to finally be in this place that I have longed for.
I nestle my face and nose into his chest. As I do this, I immediately transition into an alternate reality and my surroundings change. I am in a state of ecstasy flying over the turquoise blue waters of what seems to be the Florida Keys. I am flying inches above the surface of the water with an ease that is so natural and free. I have not a fear in the world. I can feel the wind and the ocean spay against my chest and belly. I then choose to land in the shallow waters just of the coast. I am amazed that the waters here are so shallow that my feet are able to touch the sand below. I see others swimming and enjoying the waters around me. I am in heaven where the angels play.
This was such an incredible dream. When I awoke in the morning I couldn’t help but link this dream to the dream I had about the clown where my belly hit the surface of the water and I was forced to do a retake. Somehow I understood this dream to be telling me that I was somehow successful in the retake. This was the retake which allowed me to now experience God in this way.