October 2007 – Ruben Bailey

October 31, 2007

The Knight That Brought The Ghost Of Mary Magdelene

Last night I had a very unusual dream. I am at a men’s club with my ex. Along with the regular activities of the club there are now also some spiritually focused activities. I decide to leave my ex behind to attend one of the prayer workshops. Once the workshop is completed, I return to see if I can see my ex. I notice that even though it is 12 midnight the sun has just dawned. I am looking around for my ex but it appears that he has left because his locker number 12 has been vacated. His room 112 is also empty. Someone sarcastically says to me, “Well I guess your partner left you.” Instead of feeling sad about it, I am feeling happy that now this turn of events might open new opportunities for me.

I then see a group of people gathering who say there is a ghost among them. It is the ghost of Mary Magdalene. They are trying to look for the apparition to see it with their own eyes. Knowing I’m good at seeing ghosts, I enter the crowd to see if I can spot the ghost of Mary Magdalene. I then enter into a dark room. I’m trying to gather myself together by putting my wallet in my pocket but I notice that my wallet is much thinner than before. All of the sudden I am swept up from behind by an invisible force. The forward motion lifts me off my feet and carries me away. The swift forward motion literally woke me up. My whole body moved forward in my bed causing me to strain my back and shoulder such that now those parts of me were hurting. I opened my eyes to defend myself. When I opened my eyes there was a woman floating above my head. She had a luminous purple and magenta cloud around her. I gave her a mean and unwelcome stare but I was unsure if she was responsible for this action.

Confused with what was going on, I immediately closed my eyes to return to the dream. I wanted to confront what it was that had pushed me forward so abruptly. Laying in bed now I could still feel the ache of my back and shoulder. I remained with my eyes closed to continue the dream. Fully lucid and awake now, the dream resumed. Before me there was an armor shield with an armored knight behind it. The shield had embossed on it the image of a square. That square was sub-divided into four smaller squares. Three of the squares were ornately designed with the exception of the fourth square in the upper right corner which was solid black. Faced with my aggressor, I tried to mentally remove the armor shield from between us but I could not move it or change its position in any way. At a standoff, I decided to open my eyes and address this issue from my 3^rd dimensional reality. Upon opening my eyes, the image of the woman was still before my eyes. I relaxed and meditated and gently raised my palm to acknowledge her presence. I then placed a loving thought in my mind and sent healing energy to her. Her continence illuminated with brilliant orange and yellow hues. Her image then slowly faded and I got up out of bed to go to the bathroom. Upon returning to bed I recorded all the detail of the dream.

October 30, 2007

Where the Angels Play

Last night I had a dream where I find myself in the arms of God. He holds me in his arms as I sleep. In the dream, I wake up and realize where I am. I realize that this is where I have longed to be. I then start making baby noises, baby talk of some sort. Even though I can’t yet speak I am able to communicate with my Love. I can hear the beat of his heart and mine responding to his. I am happy to finally be in this place that I have longed for.

I nestle my face and nose into his chest. As I do this, I immediately transition into an alternate reality and my surroundings change. I am in a state of ecstasy flying over the turquoise blue waters of what seems to be the Florida Keys. I am flying inches above the surface of the water with an ease that is so natural and free. I have not a fear in the world. I can feel the wind and the ocean spay against my chest and belly. I then choose to land in the shallow waters just of the coast. I am amazed that the waters here are so shallow that my feet are able to touch the sand below. I see others swimming and enjoying the waters around me. I am in heaven where the angels play.

This was such an incredible dream. When I awoke in the morning I couldn’t help but link this dream to the dream I had about the clown where my belly hit the surface of the water and I was forced to do a retake. Somehow I understood this dream to be telling me that I was somehow successful in the retake. This was the retake which allowed me to now experience God in this way.

October 29, 2007

The Inaugural Address

Last night I had a dream where I am now working for myself but as of yet I don’t have anything that I am called to do. I have a series of voting machines that my aunt Andrea donated to my new business. The power cords are still tie wrapped such that you can tell that the machines have never been used before. I am sitting there waiting for work to come in. I then receive a contract assignment from my former job as a paralegal to handle some state filings. I am happy to have received some work. I am then told that I have been selected to speak at the Presidential Inauguration. I am one of a few who have been hand picked to make a presentation speech. There is a memo being issued to the parents of those selected honoring them. It details the selection process and is apparent that to have been selected is one of the greatest honors based on merit achievement one could receive.

I woke up with a great sense of awe.

October 24, 2007

Confronted by the Achilles’ heel to see with the Eyes of God

Last night’s dreams came with a sense of profound importance. Twice I awoke abruptly to see the presence of spirit energy before my eyes. The first dream was somewhat of a false awakening except I was not in the process of awakening but instead I was in the process of being put to sleep.

I normally keep my wallet on the nightstand beside my bed. In the dream I notice someone casually walking through my house. He did not look suspicious but I somehow knew I could not trust him. He seemed to have come looking for something specific. He passed by my wallet and I knew he had found what he had come for. I immediately got up in the dream. My wallet was still on the nightstand but I knew it was not my wallet he was after it was my identity. I called to my attendant to intercede and block him from leaving the house. The man was rushing down the stairs but at the bottom of the stairs was standing my attendant. I went for it and jump propelling my heels forward in the air down the stairs as I back kick him with my heel giving him a great blow to the forehead.

The impact woke me up. I awoke to find his head wrapped in my arms in a neck lock as I stuggled to drag him into my world to hold him accountable. I could litterally feel the touch of his body against mine. I opened my eyes and saw the man now knocked unconscious struggling to get up off the floor. His image appeared floating above me as he lain sideways with his legs drawn to one side. He looked at me as if to say, “Why did you attack me?” I immediately sat up in bed and pointed at him and telepathically told him, “You are the one who stole my identity.” He looked at me shocked and in total disbelief. Angered, I got up out of bed and walked down the hallway and sat on the commode for a few minutes while I attempted to calm down. I then returned to bed and recorded the details of what had just happened in my voice recorder.

I meditated until I started to drift off again. I immediately returned to the scene of the crime. I became aware that in having had my identity stolen, I had in essence lost my ability to see. Knowing this and knowing I was lucid now in this visioning state, I envisioned through my third eye having now recovered my eyes. I now held my right eye in my right hand and my left in my left. I gently raised them up and placed them back into the sockets of my eyes. I opened my eyes (in the vision) and I immediately saw a radiant orange gladiator of a gentleman rush over to help supervise the operation. He was of the faerie realm. He looked at me and confirmed that I had placed them properly in my head.

I then heard a voice say, “Now he sees with the Eyes of God.” Amazed that now I could see collectively with my three eyes, I remained there intent on seeing the many colors of the rainbow. I watched as the beautiful colors swirled with pulsating light all around me. I wondered if my physical vision had changed any so I opened my physical eyes and saw the image of the radiant orange gladiator floating in my room watching over me. I noticed how the eyes of the gladiator were blue. He then gently closed his eyes and fell asleep before me. I too then closed my eyes and fell into a dream.

In the dream, I am visiting my ex Michael who now lives in California. He has invited me and my sister to stay at his place. As I walk into his apartment, I notice the same as being very small. It is a tiny one bedroom apartment. This is way too small to accommodate any number of guests but is perfectly suited for him alone. He has wonderful friendly neighbors and all the accommodations anyone could possibly ask for. They have community activities. One of those to which he takes my sister and I, is that of candle making. I want to have some time alone with Michael. So I close the door and we begin to talk. I am reminiscent of the times we spent together accompanying each other through life. I miss that time. I would like to have that again but I know that this situation is the best possible situation for Michael at this point in time. I know that he needs to be encouraged to remain where he is at. I can be happy that we had time to build together many candles that tower several feet high.

In the morning when I was going over my voice recordings from the night, it struck me as being curious that I struck the man with my heel. The word Achilles heel came to mind. I tried to think back to the story of Achilles but my mind confused it with the story of Oedipus and all I could remember was that he unknowingly marries his mother and has children by her. Somehow I knew there had to be more to the story.

When I got to work I looked up the story of Achilles.

An Achilles’ heel is a fatal weakness in spite of overall strength, actually or potentially leading to downfall. While the mythological origin refers to a physical vulnerability, metaphorical references to other attributes or qualities that can lead to their downfall are common. According to a myth arising later, his mother, Thetis, had dipped the infant Achilles in the river Styx, holding onto him by his heel, and he became invulnerable where the waters touched him — that is, everywhere but the areas covered by her thumb and forefinger — implying that only a heel wound could have been his downfall.

I immediately knew what the dream was referring to without question. Those fatal choices of that past if repeated would be my undoing. There is a Divine Intelligence that is speaking to me with wisdom beyond the physical. So my question now was, was my initial confusion between the Oedipus and Achilles stories intentional? I then went to look up the Oedipus story.

Oedipus was the son of Laius and Jocasta and became king of Thebes after killing his father, solving the riddle of the Sphinx and unknowingly marrying and having children by his mother.

Laius hears a prophecy that his son will kill him. Fearing the prophecy, Laius pierces Oedipus’ feet and leaves him out to die, but a herdsman finds him and takes him away from Thebes. Oedipus, not knowing he was adopted, leaves home in fear of the same prophecy that he would kill his father and marry his mother. Laius, meanwhile, ventures out to find a solution to the Sphinx’s riddle. As prophesied, Oedipus crossed paths with Laius and this leads to a fight where Oedipus slays Laius. Oedipus then defeats the Sphinx by solving a mysterious riddle to become king. He marries the widow queen Jocasta not knowing she is his mother. A plague falls on the people of Thebes. Upon discovery of the truth, Oedipus blinds himself and Jocasta hangs herself. After Oedipus is no longer king, Oedipus’ sons kill each other.

Wow…apparently it was intentional. How similar to my dream, where I too am blind. In solving the mystery of the Sphinx I regained my sight. We possibly have a continuation of the story here. Maybe these mythical stories are told for a reason. My subconscious mind seems to know them better than I do. You’d have to be blind in both eyes not to be able to see the synchronous threads here.

October 22, 2007

A Pebble in My Pocket

In this dream my friends and I are each playing a board game. We each have a board and some playing pieces. There are 6 players including me. I’m the only one sitting off to the side all alone. I’m thinking it is time for me to move over and join the group. An Indian comes around and places a rune in a empty jar beside me. They are speaking in the 3^rd person about what is going to happen to this rune and the fortune it will bring. They say that the guy will take this jar home which he does and before he knows it people will be putting money into the jar. Somehow I know they are referring to me. I am the person spoken of in the 3^rd person. I somehow understand that this dream refers to my request to change careers. Later after we have played several board games I look over at the jar and just as had been predicted the jar is now full of quarters.

October 18, 2007

The Golden Ring of the Seventh Heaven

I’ve been You Tube’ing lately. It is amazing what great works you can find. Speaking of the Seventh Ring in my Labyrinth dream I did in fact find a ring that day on You Tube a Golden Ring no less, a Golden Ring of the Seventh Heaven. It spoke to me in a way that rang true and resonated deep within me. I’ve been listening so some of the transmissions by this person known only to me by the name Rysa. I highly recommended them as I have found the voice to be empowering and aligned with the source of light that is also guiding me. We are called to unite with like minded souls to spread our knowledge of what has been revealed to us to others. He calls us the Wayshowers. I call us Lightworkers or Starseeds. We are known by many names but our calling is to help guide the way and lead the people out of darkness by carrying the lamp of higher consciousness to help awaken humanity out of the dream of life.

October 16, 2007

The Minotaur and the Labyrinth

This morning I had a dream where I am with my best friend Daniel who died many years ago. I am asking him if he knows the whereabouts of my friend Robert who I know also died many years ago. I had lost contact with him years before I found out he had died. Daniel tells me that he knows where to find him. He then takes me to where I can meet him. We find my friend Robert and after a few minutes I ask Robert about our old mutual friend Richard. I lost contact with Richard many years ago and I have no knowledge on what became of him. Robert tells me that he knows where he is. I ask him if he will help reunite me with him. He then takes me to where I might find him. Upon finding my friend Richard, we all sit and chat for a few minutes. I then ask Richard about our mutual friend Augusto. I’m sensing that they are now aware of the trick I am playing on them to help reunite us as one. Still unsure of my motive, Richard naively answers that he does know where Augusto is. We all then travel back in time to a period in our lives when we were all together as one. It is a good and happy time with many pleasant memories.

My fiend Daniel and I then leave to find a quiet place where we can continue our talk. I have a room that I rent at a nearby spa and resort which I invite him to. When we come onto the room I draw down the shade so that the management of the establishment won’t become aware that I brought with me a non-member. I’m caught by the management and told that I cannot bring non-members with me into this establishment. Daniel is angry because when he was alive he had a valid membership. He then calls upon the gay community to come with their chisels and picks to chip away at the wall they have constructed to keep people out. I’m thinking they are never going to be able to tear down the wall that separates us but in fact they are. The wall is now crumbling.

In tearing down the wall they expose a secret labyrinth. There is a man at its center struggling with a demon that has the head of a bull. I’m told if I want to confront the demon I can enter into the Seventh Ring. Knowing this is my own interior space the demon is occupying, I venture into the labyrinth to confront the demon. He is held behind an enclosed fence at the center of the labyrinth. The demon sees me and immediately jumps over the fence and aggressively comes at me. The shock wakes me up out of my sleep.

Now awake with my eyes open, I can see the demon before me. He has the head of a bull and the body of a man. All I can see is the fur around his eyes because his face is pressed up against mine. I can feel his heavy breath upon me. Without a second thought, I snarl back at the beast pushing into him to let him know that I am not threatened by its presence.

His image remained beside my bed for a long time as we locked eyes. I could see the red fiery anger in the pupils of his eyes. I had to go to the bathroom so I paid the beast no mind and got up and walked over to the bathroom. Determined not to be frightened I intentionally left the light off and sat in the darkness that was in my bathroom. When I was done I returned to bed where the image of the beast was now gone.

When I got to work I wanted to know the significance of the Seventh Ring. The only thing I could think of that referenced rings was Dante’s Divine Comedy which surfaced recently by chance in a previous dream titled, The Emperian Heaven of the Green Orb so I pulled up the Divine Comedy on Wikipedia and in the section of The Circles of Hell, I found the Seventh Circle.

Seventh Circle. This circle houses the violent. Its entry is guarded by the Minotaur.

My first question was what the heck is a Minotaur? I followed that clue and to my surprise found:

In Greek mythology, the Minotaur (Greek: Μῑνώταυρος, Mīnṓtauros) was a creature that was said to be part man and part bull.^[1] It dwelt at the center of the Labyrinth, which was an elaborate maze-like construction built for King Minos of Crete and designed by the architect Daedalus to hold the Minotaur.

Here I was lead back to the labyrinth. It was now apparent that the beast I encountered this morning was a Minotaur. Now my question is what is the significance of the labyrinth? I don’t know anything about them other than the fact that they are a maze.

In Greek mythology, the Labyrinth (Gk. λαβύρινθος labyrinthos) was an elaborate structure constructed for King Minos of Crete and designed by the legendary artificer Daedalus to hold the Minotaur, a creature that was half man and half bull and which was eventually killed by the Athenian hero Theseus. Daedalus had made the Labyrinth so cunningly that he himself could barely escape it after he built it.^[1] Theseus was aided by Ariadne, who provided him with a fateful thread, literally the “clew,” or “clue,” to wind his way back again.

The term labyrinth is often used interchangeably with maze, but modern scholars of the subject use a stricter definition. For them, a maze is a tour puzzle in the form of a complex branching passage with choices of path and direction; while a single-path (“unicursal”) labyrinth has only a single Eulerian path to the center. A labyrinth has an unambiguous through-route to the center and back and is not designed to be difficult to navigate.

Prehistoric labyrinths are believed to have served as traps for malevolent spirits or as defined paths for ritual dances. In medieval times, the labyrinth symbolized a hard path to God with a clearly defined center (God) and one entrance (birth).

Labyrinths can be thought of as symbolic forms of pilgrimage; people can walk the path, ascending toward salvation or enlightenment. Many people could not afford to travel to holy sites and lands, so labyrinths and prayer substituted for such travel. Later the religious significance of labyrinths faded, and they served primarily for entertainment, though recently their spiritual aspect has seen a resurgence.

October 11, 2007

Fear and the Astral Plane

I’ve spent alot of time on the astral plane so I thought I would share a few things here many might find enlightening. Following my near death experience the occurrences of OBE or astral projection is common for me. Its seems when I died I must have left the door between the two worlds open. That seems to be the simplest way of putting it.

There are in fact two layers that I have observed in the astral plane as you mentioned and many fearful things (illusions) can be found within the lower layers. Those spirits in the lower layers (they however are real the illusions they create are however not real) are like us on the 3rd dimensional plane, they are unable to see the higher vibrations so they still believe in the idea of control. They being the misguided spirits doing the so called evil. This produces a state of fear and lack which feeds the illusion of evil. Evil is an illusion based on the idea that we can be separate from our creator. This is impossible for nothing outside of God exists. It only exists (the illusion anyways) in the minds of those who believe it.

We are self reflective. Inasmuch, anything we believe is projected out and reflected back to us. That is what creates the illusion. Because we are of one mind we can see the illusions of others the closer we are to that vibratory frequency. It is not until our vibration is so high beyond the astral plane and far removed from the base vibrations of the lower astral planes and the density of the 3rd dimension that we become impervious to the illusion. In otherwords, angels that exist well beyond the astral plane and highly ascended spiritual beings are unable by God’s Grace to see our fear based illusions. In essense they only see what is real, they only see that which is good in us. This is God’s Grace. It is a natural veil that protects the angels from being misguided. That’s why our sins or illusions are forgiven by nothing other than God’s Grace.

As my awareness increased through exposure to the illusion I was able to see that evil has no real control. Fear is the mechanism through which the dark forces harness energy that we expend on fear. It is an intoxication to the dark lords. It is a drug on the astral plane and many don’t even know it. The greatest threat to the dark side is the spiritual awakening of mankind to it’s true essense. That’s why we as a society are perpetually innundated with distractions through the media and other venues luring us away from the inward journey toward self realization.

Confront your fears and don’t run and don’t hide. Instead simply and gently place in your mind the memory of a positive image of a loved one, the birth of a child or the image of a beautiful sunset or a rainbow in the sky or Christ on the Cross. It can be whatever image works for you. It’s as easy as changing the channel on your television set. Hold on to that image and instantly your vibration must respond to your thoughts thereby raising your vibration and you will have let go of fear and it’s hold on your life and your soul will be freed. Fear can only invade your mind if you allow it in.

Make no mistake all energy has a felt presense. Energy is neither good or bad it simply is. This is again because nothing outside of God exists. We as spiritual beings are natural conduits for God energy to pass and flow through us. As energy is embued with our thoughts it becomes the substance upon which creation itself is made manefest. That energy embued with our thoughts too becomes self reflective thereby reflecting our thoughts. That’s where the power of creation come in. When we tense up in a state of fear that restricts our ability to conduct the flow of energy. We loose our awareness of God and therefore we feel or percieve what feels like an attack. If we remain calm and at ease with a knowing that nothing can possibly hurt us we soon learn that there is nothing to fear. All fear based illusions simply pass or flow though us.

That is what my awareness of the Astral Plane has brought me. I hope it helps someone.

October 11, 2007

Elohim: Hopi and The Warriors of the Rainbow

Today I had an incredibly powerful experience as I was waking up this morning. As a side note, I’m supposed to give a short inspirational talk later this evening and I’ve been worried about having the right words to say. Well I now definitely know I’m not alone. I’ve learned to follow my dreams down the rabbit hole to see where they lead. They never cease to amaze me. Here is what happened.

About an hour before my alarm was set to sound I had the urge to go to the bathroom. I woke up and beside my bed was the spirit of Potamous laying quietly next to me. He turned to make eye contact with me. I acknowledged him as I gazed at his pale blue colored pudgy cheeks. I told him telepathically that I had to get by him to go to the restroom. He then moved to the side to let me by not that he really needed to because he was after all in spirit form. I went to the bathroom to do my business. As is unusual I turned on the lights to see if anything was out of place. The bathroom was normal so I did my business and returned to bed. I picked up my voice recorder to capture what I remembered of the dream I had just had before awaking.

I went back to sleep. An hour later my alarm clock rang and I hit the snooze button to begin my meditation. I must have snoozed it 3 times. On the 3^rd time I simply turned it off. I was ready to get up…but wait just one minute I thought to myself. In that minute I drifted off into to a deep state of consciousness where I had a false awakening. In the false awakening, I got up out of bed and reached over to grab my voice recorder when I noticed Potamous had left a journal beside my bed. I picked up the journal which had a picture of him embossed on the cover with the words, “Ruben’s Journal” I set it down amazed with what I was experiencing. This felt so real. I was in an alternate reality. I picked up the journal again to look at it more closely when I noticed the picture of Potamous and the words were now gone. The journal was becoming translucent. I quickly ran over to the window to open the journal to read whatever I could. On the pages I clearly saw three rubber stamps. Each rubber stamp had a single word on it. They reminded me of the stamps they use when you check out books at the library to denote the due date on the book’s return. The first word read, Celestian, the second, akin and the third Elohim. Telepathically I received the message, “Me and you will do this together.”

I knew I would forget what the words were because they were words I did not perceive to be English. I asked to be shown the words one more time. In sequence the words appeared on the blank page of the journal one by one.

CELESTIAN

AKIN

ELOHIM

I quickly opened my eyes and immediately grabbed my voice recorder and phonetically sounded them out. The first word I knew was a derivative of the word “celestial” but the other two I had no clue what they meant. I figured when I got to work I would do a search and see if I could uncover their meaning.

When I got to work the first thing I did was check to see if there were any new messages for me on the Intention Experiment. I stumbled across a post by Dirk Hertveldt titled “Hopi the Rainbow Warriors” In his post he linked to a You Tube video about a Hopi Prophesy. On one of the first screens on that video I caught my third word. I couldn’t believe it.

When the Earth is dying there shall arise a new tribe of all colours and all creeds. The tribe shall be called “The Warriors of the Rainbow” and it will put its faith in actions not words”

The Warriors of the Rainbow would spread these messages to teach all peoples of Earth or “Elohi.” They would teach them how to live the “Way of the Great Spirit”.

There was my word without the “m” at the end. I then did a search for the word Elohim on Wikipedia and to my surprise the word came up.

Elohim (אֱלוֹהִים , אלהים ) is a Hebrew word which expresses concepts of divinity. Elohim is the third word in the Hebrew text of Genesis and occurs frequently throughout the Hebrew Bible.

Here too Elohim was the third word.

Exodus 3:4, “… Elohim called unto him out of the midst of the bush ….”

Exodus 4:16, “He will speak to the people for you, and it will be as if he were your mouth and as if you [Moses] were Elohim to him [Aaron]… ,”

The second verse from Exodus 4:16 really rang true with me. It’s message was very similar to the telepathic message that I received “me and you will do this together”. I then continued my search looking up akin. On first glance the word didn’t even register with me as an english word but come to find out it is.

Main Entry: akin
Pronunciation: &-‘kin
Function: adjective
1 : related by blood : descended from a common ancestor or prototype
2 : essentially similar, related, or compatible <his interests are akin to mine>

Oh my! Is the vision trying to tell me look at the story of Moses and take strength from that example? On with the search and again to my surprise the word Celestian did come up exactly on Wikipedia.

Celestian is the god of Stars, Space and Wanderers. Celestian is Neutral Good, but his worshippers may be any alignment of good. His symbol is a black circle set with seven stars. His home plane is the Astral Plane. His colour is black.

Lawful Good

Neutral Good

Chaotic Good

Lawful Neutral

Neutral

Chaotic Neutral

Lawful Evil

Neutral Evil

Chaotic Evil

Neutral Good
Neutral Good is known as the “Benefactor” alignment. A neutral good character is guided by his conscience and typically acts altruistically, without regard for or against Lawful precepts such as rules or tradition. A doctor that treats soldiers from both sides in a war would be considered Neutral Good. Examples of neutral good creatures include the Guardinals, a type of celestial.

I then marched into the bathroom to get ready for work and the first thing I noticed on the floor of the bathroom was a fallen maple leaf in it’s full fall color clearly displaying the many viens in the leaf. The leaf was not there earlier this morning. Is mother earth trying to tell me something?

October 5, 2007

The Emperian Heaven of the Green Orb

Today I slept in late but first I had to let the dog out to do his business. When he was done we returned to bed where I began my meditation. I struggled to achieve a deep state of consciousness when all of the sudden I broke through, I saw clear as day two figures neither male nor female, two beings of the highest order. Their complexion was shiny glowing and porcelain in nature. They looked surreal. They were standing gazing at a green orb that remained suspended in the space they held between them. I was invited to gaze at the ball of green light. I knew what I was experiencing was not of the 3rd dimension. I was at the top of it all looking upon every dimension. Everything that ever was and is I knew was contained within this green orb. Outside of us and the orb was nothing but void space. I had never seen the color black so dark black as this.

The vision slowly faded and I ran downstairs to look up green orbs on the internet. I thought maybe a search would lead me somewhere. I soon found my way to celestial spheres on Wikipedia and when I scrolled down I found what I was looking for. It was a drawing of Dante and Beatrice gazing upon the highest Heaven; from Gustave Doré‘s illustrations to the Divine Comedy Paradiso Canto 31. It was an image hauntingly similar to what I had experienced. The only difference was that the beings and myself were much larger than the orb. I understood that our gazing at it was what held everything in place. The size of the orb was about 6 inches in diameter.