November 28, 2018
Last night I had a heart to heart talk with God. I have been frustrated with being single and unable to find anyone who feels right. I am frustrated seeing Facebook profiles with guys and their partners and wondered why I can’t have a partner. Even unattractive people seem to have found partners. I consider myself a good person with a big heart and a lot of love to give. I felt God is wasting my time years of my life I could be loving someone.
So I got gut honest with him and told him in no short terms to CUT THE BULLSHIT something is wrong with your programming. Fix it. I’m tired of waiting.
So I had a dream and in the dream a woman who is in a high position of authority tells me they are going to conduct a full audit of my record. I am scared the announcement seems so serious. The records they will be auditing are of the highest importance. I assume it is my karmic record the sum balance of my life.
I turn to leave and glance out the window where I see two tiger stripped eagles grooming and playing with each other. Momentarily distracted by the eagles I think to myself. “The eagle has a partner.”
~~~~~ DREAM ENDS
Upon waking up I recorded my dream and proceeded to have my morning coffee. I swiped through one of my online dating apps and the first profile I came to was one of a guy who I am very much attracted to. I messaged him and thought this never works. Later in the day he actually messaged back. We proceeded to correspond and something clicked. A click I’ve not experienced in a long time. We seemed to hit it off. Was this an answer to my prayer. Well I sit here journaling this a week later and in that week we have talked and FaceTimed. I think there is something there. I have a very good feeling about this person. I think the Eagle might very well have a partner.