Last night I had a dream where I am with my friend Dinah. She is visiting me and I am showing her around the city. There are spectacular views that I myself see as unimaginable and quite breathtaking. Looking out on the vista, I call her attention to a point in our forward direction the home of my mother’s land. My mother lives at the base of these great hills which are covered in lush green vegetation.
When we return to my house there is a young man who is looking for me. He is an old friend one I have not seen in a very long time. I vaguely remember him from my past. He is very different now. He has the lower body of a horse. I am casually talking to him ignoring the obvious oddity of his lower nature. I am captivated and amazed by his powerful lower body, his massive legs and thighs and the huge black testicles that have obviously been scorched by the sun and which hang at his hind. I want to ask him how he developed such a massive form but I am not sure if it would be appropriate to ask such a question.
We continue talking. He is very expressive in his gestures and moves with much grace and ease. Feeling more comfortable around him, I finally gather the courage to ask him about this power he possesses. He answers me by turning to face me and shows me his soft underbelly, his groin and his penis. This in contrast he says is my gentle nature. He leaves himself open as if to invite me to examine him or possibly touch him. I want to feel the difference but to do so would mean possibly placing my hand on his penis. I pause there reluctant to advance. I feel an awareness rise in me and I become lucid. In a moment of awareness suspended in time, I know this as strange as it may seem holds an answer I seek and it is now or never. I must probe the depths of my subconsciousness reach out and feel him. I reach my hand out placing my palm upon his navel and running my hand down along his groin and in contact with the uncircumcized skin of his penis. My jaw drops with an overwhelming feeling of euphoria. I am breathless. I awaken.
Upon waking up I was immediately drawn to his response. Why did it lie in his groin? Why did he refer to it as his gentle nature? I focused on the word gentle.
Gentle: belonging to a family of high social station, chivalrous : honorable, distinguished
Gentle: of or relating to a gentleman
Gentleman: a man of noble or gentle birth b: a man belonging to the landed gentry c (1): a man who combines gentle birth or rank with chivalrous qualities (2): a man whose conduct conforms to a high standard of propriety or correct behavior d (1): a man of independent means who does not engage in any occupation or profession for gain (2): a man who does not engage in a menial occupation or in manual labor for gain
Dreams always enjoy a play on words so I looked at:
Gentile: a Christian as distinguished from a Jew
Genital: of, relating to, or being a sexual organ
Genital: of, relating to, or characterized by the stage of psychosexual development in psychoanalytic theory during which oral and anal impulses are subordinated to adaptive interpersonal mechanisms