September 2008 – Ruben Bailey

September 26, 2008

Smoky Truth

Last night I had a dream where I am retelling my dream. I am walking down my street that my house is on. I stop to look at the beautiful landscape and the clear blue sky. I notice the sky is too perfect and I become aware that I am dreaming. Since I am retelling my dream I tell those with me that everything I see here even in it’s perfect appearance is an illusion. But then something catches my eye. The neighbor’s house has changed. It is bigger than before. My house does boarder their house. I walk by the two houses twice to try to figure out how it could have changed. Somehow I know this is not an illusion. The homes are real.

Now inside my house I pass by a tiled fireplace and something catches my eye in the reflection of the tile. In the tiles reflection I can see the truth. I can see who is actually in the room. I can see both the physical and those invisible beings from other dimensions. I am amazed. I confront the other worldly beings those who are otherwise invisible except when reflected. I show them that I am not afraid. They are beautiful to look at. I play and dance with them.

My ex Michael comes over but he cannot see them. He is happy to see me, so happy that he has alas found me. I too am happy to see him. He stands out on the front porch to have a smoke. While out there the other dimensional beings over hear him saying how much he still loves and wants to be with me. They share this secret with me.

September 23, 2008

Open Election

I had a dream where it is open election for choosing a healthcare plan. Spherion is offering two new options and eliminating the current healthcare plan. I had skimmed through the documents and noticed there would be a default option for conversion of all existing plans. Since I am so busy, I don’t want to fuss with the choosing of a plan and I decide to simply allow the default plan to take effect.

Later I am in a panic because I find where I had filled out the forms and never submitted them. “Did I miss understand my own understanding of the election process?” I’m afraid I will now be without insurance coverage. Since I depend heavily on my coverage, I am at a loss as to what to do. I am in a period of limbo between the time when the old policy is to expire and the new policy to begin. I now feel I didn’t choose well. I would have preferred to have taken a more active choice by submitting my form with my election. I am also afraid that I might have inadvertently made myself intelligible because of my pre-existing conditions. I contemplate what I will do if I don’t have coverage come the New Year. I think I would sell my house and move to Canada.

September 16, 2008

Return to the Planet of the Apes

Last night I had another Planet of the Apes dream. This may have been a continuation of the previous night’s dream which would make this part III in the sequence.

In the dream I am on another planet where these invisible cloaked apes reside. They have screens that hide them from view but they are everywhere. As I’m standing there, I see a circular space craft hovering overhead. It is outlined with red lights. Out in the open, I flag it down wanting it to know about my presence on the planet. The apes all around are mean and vicious but it’s just a front. I see an ape walk by wearing a leather jacket. It looks like Zerra. I ask if it is her. I am told it is not her. A male ape reveals himself and his manhood to me. He tells me that he admires me and the program I lead. He insinuates that he would like for me to sponsor him. I think to myself, I’m not ready to sponsor anyone but here I believe you must pair with a primate. He provides me with a screen to wear as a cloak. I am now one amoung them, able to see all the invisible apes. They appear as a metallic blue apparition.

To honor the dream I purchased the 2001 movie of the Planet of the Apes from Blockbuster Video.

September 15, 2008

The Dragon's Lair; Sinfully Nothing to Fear

This dream was so long it started one night and continued on the next. Both dreams were so amazing and detailed I can only hope to give a glimpse of what happened.. I was also fully lucid in both dreams. I remember reentering the dream half a dozen times or more just because it was so exhilarating to do so. I wanted to experience it again and again and again. With each re-entry the dream changed slightly with my new awareness.

On the first night I am retracing human history and find the Elohim. I somehow know that if I find enough of the pieces where they were left it will be enough to piece it all back together. I fly and soar to heights only dreamed of. My last clue is found in the crystals.

On the next night I reentered the dream again soaring to heights well above the earth. I can see a planet in the distance. This planet is similar to the moon but darker as it does not reflect much light. I allow myself to enter into orbit around the planet. I want to see the life that is on this planet. There are many dark caves yet I can see in the darkness. The caves are protected by many uncircumcised penis like creatures with wings that fly like bats in the night. They scratch and bite at my hands. I can hear them talking. “This is the dragon’s lair.”

By entering I defied the dragon and angered him. I could also hear my own thoughts. I knew they could hear my thoughts. I wanted them to know I wanted them to “Bring it on”. I then said in a slow deliberate thought, “Simply nothing to fear” but for some reason my saliva got my tongue stuck and the word “Sinfully” came out instead of “Simply.” I then felt my own dribble hit my forehead in a wet creamy paste.

Knowing I am the beast and I am the dream, there is nothing for me to fear. I’ve basically forever been afraid of my own shadow. Hell then became a very cold place. My metabolism slowed to a crawl. I heard them say will he be able to make it back. I didn’t care I felt I had already died a million times. If this was the realization of death then so be it. One of them noticed I was wearing a cell phone.